Single Status Update
I feel a little down. It is kind of early in the year for me to feel like this. Maybe it is because the holidays are coming up. The only reason I really celebrate anything is because of my children. Other than that, it is just a different day for me. I have nothing to look forward to. My pawpaw's birthday has already passed. He passed away before Thanksgiving. My uncle has been gone for just a little over a week. My daddy's birthday is December 1st. He has been gone now for 28 years now. I lost my mommaw on Christmas day. My best friend in the whole world I lost New Years day at about 2 am. The holidays hold nothing special for me. I also wonder what my life would have been like if my daddy had not died. I know I would not have been raped or molested or if I was, my daddy would have killed them. My daddy and my best friend was my whole world. Life is truly plain and simple a bit*h.