notbrokejustbent

I went to Baskin Robbins with my mom and had lots of yummy ice cream.

I cleaned up my apartment today, which made me feel better. I guess cleaning just does that, for some reason.

I went to the dentist, which made me really anxious, so I am treating myself to apple pie and peppermint ice cream.

I slept in, and then went grocery shopping, and treated myself to some ginger beer.

I haven't gone a single day in the past year without thinking about it. I thought it would be easier when I went to university, since I was going out of state and away from Him, but it almost got harder. At least at home I could curl up in my room and pretend it didn't happen; at school there were mandatory seminars about it, and fliers on the wall talking about support groups and what you can do if it happens to you, and I understand, those are important (especially on a college campus), but it still got me thinking about it when all I wanted was to walk to class without flinching whenever so

I have decidedly more than five choice words to give you, but if I must choose.... Leave me the fuck alone.

I had my best friend over for coffee this morning, and watched reruns of my favorite tv show.