I do not know where to start with this, so why not the beginning? I met her in the most random of ways, but she has changed my life forever but more importantly for the better. She has brought out the fullest potential in me. She is truly the most amazing person I have ever met or will ever meet. She has a story that untellable through words alone. I was lucky enough to score at least a chapter with her, and if I play my cards right I will see her through to the conclusion... and into the book that depicts our life after this.

I am young I know, and I am sure people will criticise me but honestly I do not care. There is one thing I care about in this world and her name is Nikki, but I like to call her my baby girl. She will forever and always be my baby girl. There is nobody on this earth that can ever change that. I am going to marry this girl and spend the rest of my life making her happy and feel loved or die trying.

She makes me the happiest person in the world. She was able to show me the light even when it seemed impossible, and it is my job to make sure she doesn't ever lose sight of it. She makes my heart skip a beat every time she giggles. Every "I miss you text" makes me warm inside and brings a smile to my face. Even when I want to cry and be mad at the world she is able to show me that it is much better to be happy and enjoy the love we share. She still does all of this and makes it a priority that I am okay even when she isn't having the best of times. I want her to know that even after everything we have been through and will go through she will still make me feel this way. She will always give me those feelings of happiness and love. Nothing and nobody can take that away from us. She will always be my beautiful baby girl.

This will be the start of my story and I do not know where it will end except that she will be apart of it. I am not sure what the purpose of this blog will be, but thank you to anyone who reads it. I have to start somewhere and in time it may or may not all be written out... It will be an outlet for me and you are more than welcome to stay.

If there is one thing I try to live by in life it is to always leave the people you meet better off even if it is as simple as a smile when you pass by or as big as helping someone keep the will to live. We are here to make each other better off.

I have a secret...

I love you nikki <3