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Shattered but holding on

eitalianqueen

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Even though it has been four years

There are days where I can still feel his

rough hands on me

I said no

I said no

But he didn't stop

His bitter words echo in my mind

Over and over again.

It's been four years

The memories of him 

Won't leave

 

There are days

Where I ask why

Why did he cause me

So much pain?

"You'll forget all about it"

They tell me

 

They have no idea

What absolute terror is

always looking over your

shoulder all the time.

The memories of him

That won't leave you alone

 

They have no idea

What absolute terror is

The pain I endured

when he shoved me

So hard that I lost two teeth

How much I hate my smile

Because of him.

 

They have no idea

Of what I went through

How I don't trust anyone because of him.

 

Because of the trauma by him

I'm shattered yet I'm holding on.

I'm shattered yet I'm holding on.

 

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marcyabadeer

@eitalianqueen i hope it is ok to comment on your blog:

I am so sorry for the pain you feel :(

thank you for sharing, sometimes it helps it hurt less.

sitting with you. sending a hug for comfort if ok?

:hug:

sam

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eitalianqueen
2 hours ago, samantha2009 said:

@eitalianqueen i hope it is ok to comment on your blog:

I am so sorry for the pain you feel :(

thank you for sharing, sometimes it helps it hurt less.

sitting with you. sending a hug for comfort if ok?

:hug:

sam

Thanks for the hug

Writing has been comforting for me in my recovery. One of my friends did tell me that I would forget all about it when he knew what I went through

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KGAkron

You are so strong and I admire you for your perseverance in moving forward. Sending you comfort and well wishes. 

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