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Is that what I am now? Damaged. Mentally and emotionally I am damaged. I can see it taking a toll on my relationships. After what happened I've become distant and cold. I'm giving people reasons to not be near me because I want them to stop loving me. My boyfriend who I love so much... I find myself cringing at the notion of being intimate after what happened between me and my molester. I want to fix myself for my boyfriend but I can't heal when I have no support at home.
Everyone at home acts like nothing ever happened and I am to forget it ever happened. I can't forget when it occurred in my own room. I've come to hate coming home and putting on this facade. I don't want to act like I'm okay for everyone else anymore. I want to heal but no one wants to talk about what happened. I want my family to come to the realization that I am damaged, this whole family is now damaged. I can be repaired, but this family cannot.
It was broken from the moment that he made the decision to do what he did.