Usually I go swing when I'm upset but today it just drove me further from my family. I feel this overwhelming amount of depression. IT's getting in the way of my relationship with my husband. I feel he could do so much better than me.to be honest I'm starting to feel like a drone day in and day out. I feel like maybe some space or a break from each other might help. I honestly don't want to confront him with that I know it would kill him that's I just don't know What to do anymore. Maybe I'm not meant to be with anyone I've been with him going on 5 years and he hasn't done anything wrong other than some emotional things which every relationship gets. I feel like such a crappy person for feeling or even considering this.