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Usually I go swing when I'm upset but today it just drove me further from my family. I feel this overwhelming amount of depression. IT's getting in the way of my relationship with my husband. I feel he could do so much better than me.to be honest I'm starting to feel like a drone day in and day out. I feel like maybe some space or a break from each other might help. I honestly don't want to confront him with that I know it would kill him that's I just don't know What to do anymore. Maybe I'm not
I found this chat group through an old website called dancing in the darkness. It helps me a lot to read everybody's stories and there's sadly hundreds of stories on that site that I can relate to. It really encourages me to keep going I still go to that site even though nobody's wrote on it since 2006. Is that healthy or OK?
Today I realized that loving my husband and dealing with my past can be hard. He tries to understand the best he can but he hasn't been through it so it's hard. He's a great listener. It gets hard to not let your past get in the way of your Love life. I still have nightmares and flash backs and panic attacks. I just try to get through it