Six thirty in the morning

Afraid to open my eyes

Another day of grief

A day of fear

Another day spent all alone

I try to justify all the pain

all of this guilt and shame before my eyes

Another day of confusion

Another day of wondering

I could've stopped it, but now

all of this pain that I feel

all this anger, is it ever going to go away?

Twelve Midnight

Afraid of the nightmares

again my breathing stops

All I can do is stare into the night

Another night of crying

A night of hiding

Alone once again

My heart feels empty

and I can't cry another tear

Another day wasted on insecurities

A day of wonder

Is this ever going to end?