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are you the same way too?

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October 27, 2020

your mental illness is welcome here you that feels alienated, neglected and left behind is welcome here you that feels completely invisible and pushed aside, unsure even of whether you exist or not, is welcome here

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October 26, 2020

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one day, i don't want to have to lie anymore one day, i want to be able to say to others what i'm thinking i don't want to have to modify my thoughts and words to please them anymore i want to actually say what it is i'm thinking without fear of how it will be perceived, or negative consequences i want to say what i feel and what i'm thinking without having to fear the consequences

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October 26, 2020

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it saddens me incredibly that you prefer and only acknowledge the existence of your fantasy of me instead of the human person that i am it's like i'm not a human being in your eyes just what's convenient for you

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October 26, 2020

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you took my trust and crushed it in your hand all along the only thing you thought of was yourself

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October 23, 2020

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i don't owe you my trust

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October 23, 2020

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you never know who a person is

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October 23, 2020

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so many different ways to avoid direct human connection i don't trust you

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October 23, 2020

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to blow you away to blow you sky high

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October 23, 2020

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am i really sinking this low?

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October 23, 2020

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i want to be a part of the human race

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October 23, 2020

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i'm not part of your elite, i'm just alright class structures waving colours, bleeding from my throat

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October 12, 2020

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wtf is wrong with you

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October 12, 2020

TW: swearing, anger

fuck you and fuck your bullshit apology you can shove it up your ass

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October 11, 2020

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i'm a defect, surgical project 'you'll only be happy if you look a certain way' i want to be okay

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October 11, 2020

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all we have in this world when it spins, when it swirls when it whirls, when it twirls

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October 10, 2020

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why would you promise me all these things and then leave? why would you promise to stay and then leave me? why would you promise to do anything and then give up on me? why? you said you'd marry me i can't take another person leaving another person that made promises and broke them why does no one ever seem to stay? 'i'll do anything for you to see you smile' you said i could trust you you let me down.

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October 10, 2020

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i'll never forget it, i sat up the whole night crying

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October 10, 2020

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please, i'm begging you, please, don't leave me i cannot take losing another person i cannot do it

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October 10, 2020

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it's okay, you can do this

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October 10, 2020

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city's breaking down on a camel's back love forever, love is real turn forever, hand in hand take it all in on your stride it is sinking, falling down

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October 10, 2020