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  1. the song. part one lyrics

    sometimes i feel, like im not really here. sometimes i feel, like im not real. sometimes the pain, is to much to bear. so then I dissociate, dissociate. i dont want to be here anymore dissociate, dissociate. lock away my feelings, no more pain anymore dissociate, dissociate. i dont feel anymore. sometimes i feel, like im all alone sometimes i hear, voices of the past in my head sometimes i see, vision of pain in my mind so then i dissociate, dissociate, i dont want to be here anymore dissociate, dissociate, i cant feel my face anymore dissociate, dissociate, i will be in pain again, just not now sometimes, my life is in third person. sometimes. im a narrator of a sad nonfiction sometimes, i cry and look at myself in the mirror. so then i dissociate, dissociate, i dont want to be here anymore dissociate, dissociate, dont feel the pain anymore dissociate, dissociate, this feeling i just cannot bear. is the mirror i look into me? is the person i see even real? i hope i can feel all the time sometime again. and then i, dissociate, dissociate, feelings are to hard to face dissociate, dissociate, what is this life anymore dissociate, dissociate, i feel safe, being numb i feel. you feel. we feel. sometimes i just disassociate, to keep my soul alive. also please dont copy this and share it around. ive had many times where people copy my poetry and claim its their own. im trusting you all to not do so.
  2. Hey new here.

    Hey. I originally intended to post here in the 27th when my account got activated. But instead I ended up going to a mental hospital due to some circumstances I'll talk about another time. In short thought. The 29th of December is a anniversary of my childhood abuse. The date it started. It's been many years since that. I my physical body has grown up but I still feel like a scared and hurt child. Also not sure if this is fixable but I mistyped my username when creating my account it's suppose to read "ThyLight" Anyways I hope this board can be a good place for me to be during my healing.