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I painted my nails a pretty wine color- and even though I ended up painting around my nails as well, I haven't smudged it yet... yipee!

We both have been jumpy and bummed most of today. Now we are scared, freaked out- what's hiding in the shadows?? So I am taking her to our safe place. A lovely beach, with soft sand and gentle sunshine. She has a little house there, wood with a thatch roof. Inside is a squishy bed, lilac walls, stuffed animals, crayons and paper... all kinds of fun stuff to play with. Outside, keeping watch, is a pride of mama lions- they are so strong and fast and love her very much. It feels so safe there, she can rest. She is tucked in now, under a fluffy blanket, with a yellow stuffed bunny. I lov

i think this one sums up the healing process- "Victory is won not in miles but in inches. Win a little now, hold your ground, and win a little more later"- Louis L'Amour

I asked her how she was. She is tired and wants to take a nap. And she can't sit still We didn't sleep all night again I promise to take better care of us. I can't keep us up all the time. I don't know how to fix it.

I took a long nap- it was lovely

Hello, and welcome to AS!!! The people on this site have been absolutely wonderful- I have found nothing but support, validation, understanding and friendship. Everyone here has helped me get through some rough times. They will also laugh with you and celebrate with you Take your time posting if you don't feel comfortable yet- everyone is encouraged to post on their own time, when we feel ready. I'm looking forward to getting to know you, and take care!! janey

got more flowers today to plant this weekend

got some flowers to plant later on today!

Hey there to all of you brave people! I am happy to be joining this site and looking forward to some validating conversations. A whole group of people who have a clue of what I am going through! It has been lonely for me lately, and I need to know that I'm not a freak. Anybody ever feel this way? I look forward to chatting- I admire you all for your strength. Janey

Hi, I am new to this, but I have one to contribute as well... From my best friend about a month ago when new memories surfaced: " I can't believe you're still letting this bother you" I didn't reply at the time related to the feelings of utter worthlessness. But what support! OOOOH I have another one- from my roommate 3 days after being discharged from an adult psychotherapy day program (after being there for a month) : "If you're not gonna be in therapy, then you need to go to work" Because I'm all better after discharge, and have no need to unwind for a few days. Daily therapy is a v