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MeBeMary, Completely understand your fear! I think it's the fear of fear sometimes. It's raging through me and don't know how to escape it. I have moments of wanting to jump on this site and moments of avoiding it all together. Keep thinking "baby steps." The stories I've read on here are hard to fathom so visiting the silly forum and others like that are easier. Glad you found this community and truly hope it will help you in your journey. Remember that is about YOU and you get to make the choices. I think we will get better as we wind around this craggy road. Some of the stories here prove

Hi Daisy and welcome. Am new here also and am glad to have found a place to connect with others who understand our story. Am still trying to figure my way on this forum. A lot of helpful information and support. Also not so serious stuff which is nice.

Numb is my word right now too. Get it and know I am wishing you the best on your journey in figuring it all out.

Hi MeBeMary and welcome. I just joined a few days ago and can relate to you being scared about actually verbalizing those ugly words and the story behind them. I don't have any advise but something did catch my attention as I read your post. You said you have a person you can trust. That tells me you have the ability to trust which is HUGE! I trust no one. Hoping this community will help you (and me) along this rugged, crazy, upside-down path as we try to figure it all out. Sending you hugs... The wind will carry them across the oceans, mountains, prairies and lakes and envelope you with all