HI , WELCOME HERE ,
YOU HAVE A PROBLEM AN OLD ONE BUT YOU CANT CHOOSE THE EASY WAY IT IS HARD I KNOW BUT YOU RE STRONGER THAN THAT YOU CHOOSE TO ESCAPE FROM WHAT YOU RE FACING BY DRINKING IT IS NOT GOING TO MAKE YOU RE LIFE BETTER IN THE OPPOSITE IT MAKE YOU RE LIFE MORE COMPLEX CALM YOU RE SELF DO NOT PUSH YOU RE SELF TOO HARD .
I KNOW WHAT YOU RE FEELING BY NOT BEING ABLE TO TELL YOU RE FRIEND YOU NOT ALONE .
TAKE CARE