StruggliNSilence14

~*~In A sTaTe Of pAnIC...TrYiNg 2 KeEp It ToGeThEr~*~

~*~ExHaUsTeD~*~ from it all

~*~ExHaUsTeD, HuRt, CoNfUsEd, StReSsEd~*~

**SeRiOuSlY FaLLiNg ApArT~struggling so much now**

((((((mariella))))))))

~*~She's So Lost, Hurt, Broken Down, Confused, & Tired...Sad as hell

~*~CoMpLeTeLy&DiSaStRoUsLy-a ChAoTiC mEsS~*~

**Strugglin but Survivin!!**

**really struggling and in alot of pain and hurt-it's so exhausting and overwhelming**

*Time to start another day-already struggling*

**WTF?!?!?!?!? IT'S POSSIBLE FOR THINGS TO GET EVEN WORSE AND INTENSE AND CRAZY???!!!*

**2nd Sunday in a row to go to the office and do work for free-Life is crazy but I am Surviving!**

*sigh* life is insanely crazy, but i will survive!

******really really really Fu***** Confused and Sad*****

**Trying to Survive-Struggling, Broken, Shattered-but still Surviving!**

COFFEE!!-the only thing that helps me function in the mornings! *sigh* looks like it will be a busy/crazy day as usual at my work.

Home finally from a full day of "training from hell"

Broken but not dead yet...how the hell can things get worse??

Anxious...not so happy

Where am I? I'm at work!-yes I must truly be insane!*sigh* Oh how the wonderful world of probation is!

Not hopeless..but still feel like a failure

How hopeless I am....feel like a complete failure

Paralyzed.... want to fight and not give up, but im not in control

Happy to be off work... still so very tired from the sleepless and terrifying nights

I am soooooo very tired-exhausted-really no word describes it right now-plus emotional...I hope I survive