I stumbled across this site a few days ago, and decided to join. I have been having a rough couple of months, and just need a place to talk freely. It's strange how something can bring so many emotions to the surface years, even decades later. I am a happily married mom, and really haven't thought too much about the things that brought me here. But every few years or so, they creep back up to haunt me. It's startling sometimes. I am glad there is a place online where I can talk about it and maintain a bit of privacy.