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ResilientHeart
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What questions do you wish you could answer to yourself about your rape?
ResilientHeart commented on JustSam's blog entry in Resurrection?
Your post hit my heart hard. I burst into tears when I read it. I'm roughly 5 month out of an abusive relationship. MONTHS of therapy (therapy started before relationship ended) and I'm still peeling back layers of abuse suffered. Yet, my heart is still holding onto a sliver of hope that he is not really the monster my brain knows he is... and he is a monster. I've also been stuck. Rather than making decisions based on what's best for me, I've steadily been worried about how everything will effect him. THIS IS ABOUT ME, NOT HIM! I have to tell myself that, repeatedly, everyday. He knew what he