SpiralingAbyss

So, I haven't been on here in almost 2 weeks, and at first I felt bad but then I realized that not only was I not super active here yet (as I am still a newbie to the site), but I was actually taking care of myself and haven't had time to do much online. I started a new job last week, which was very exciting, and so I've been extremely tired and going to bed a bit early. I also have been dealing with migraines off and on, so I've been extra medicated as I keep having to use my rescue med and rest when I get home from work. Migraines are likely unrelated to work, so no worries there. Sometimes

@Struggling88 Thank you for the welcome. @YutoG I wish that I could compose music, but I don't really understand how to write music. I can write lyrics all day long, but the actual music component is just completely beyond me. Lol @phoenixxx I need to get a new copy of Artpop and I still need to get Joanne. I have to say I didn't really like "Million Reasons" though. I have a hard time with some of her slower music, and that song I just found to be painfully redundant. :/

Hi Patricia, Thank you! I am happy to make new friends, so yay!! I am very excited to get to know people here. Morg

Hi Mary, Thank you for the welcome. I am definitely glad to have found this site, and I look forward to exploring it more and getting to know people who are here often. Although I have a therapist, she tends to focus on things other than my trauma, so it's sometimes hard to feel like I have the support I need to continue moving forward. My QPLP and close friends are wonderful, but I feel bad always leaning on them for support considering they all have their own trauma and issues to deal with as well. I hope that being on here will help alleviate some of the pressure from them. Morg

This post is really a long time coming. I'm not even sure how to write it...but if my past experiences with blogging are to dictate anything, I will start and then not be able to stop until I've literally written every ounce of detail out and gotten every possible thought I've had along the way included. That's just how I am when I blog apparently. So, this is sort of my introduction post, and it's horrible that this is what my intro has to look like. Most people when they write an introductory post get to write about all sorts of happy things, meanwhile I'm over here going "Okay, so let's see

@limbodante - Yes, I am on HRT to present as more masculine. As someone who identifies as agender, I am not quite looking to present as cis-male, but I definitely am aiming for less feminine (though I am still happy to present that way on occasion). I would be happy to chat with you more about that in PM if it's more comfortable for you. I absolutely love Within Temptation. I have seen them in concert twice now, and Sharon den Adel is breathtaking live. I recommend taking in a show if you haven't and ever get the chance. @reglois - Thank you for the welcome! @Bluesclues - Thank you

Thank you for the welcome! Please feel free to ask me anything, really. I'm an open book and don't mind at all. As far as my singing, I generally stick to singing mostly like, Billboard Top 40 hits, whatever plays the most on my local radio station that I listen to a million times during my commute to work. I know the first three Lady Gaga albums by heart, so I sing those with reckless abandon if I have the CD's in my car. I'm also a huge fan of HIM, Apocalyptica, Within Temptation and similar bands. However, it's been tricky re-learning to sing since my voice changed with HRT. Testosterone h

Good afternoon, So, this is not my first time looking at survivor forums, but it is my first time signing up on one and my first time coming to this particular site. I'm always a bit nervous introducing myself to people, but I'll try to touch on relevant points here. My name is Morgan, I typically go by Morg to my friends. I am 31 (will be 32 in August), and I identify as a transmasculine, agender, panromantic, demi-pansexual. If you're not sure what one or more of those means please feel free to ask. I live with my roommate and my cat Wesley upstairs from my QPLP who I am han