sherry66

Thank you Lynn so much. I am trying to find as much help as I can to deal with my past so that I can finally begin to live my future. Most days I dont even know how to be a person and I have people telling me to get friends well that is not as easy as when we were kids and at least we had being in school in common. Now that I have begun to talk and deal with my abuse I feel like I wear it like a sign around my neck that only I seem to be able to see. Any ways thanks again. sharyn

Hi whimsical your name is cute.

Hi Wishy thank you!

Thanks Nici where did you get that quote? Can I borrow it? sharyn

Just wanted to introduce myself my name is Sharyn. I really love the Lotus flower it is what I aspire my life to be like. Maybe some day I can rise out of the mud and become new and beautiful just like the Lotus, most days though I don't believe it I am just now working through my abusive past and have been for a little over a year now, both my counselor and my pastor tell me they see changes in me while I see nothing. Some days I feel okay when I get up and then with in an hour I am ready to go back to bed. It doesnt help that I am in a job I hate with a boss who mimics my abuser not from the

Hi Kegulneq I too am in search of a place outside of my counselors office and the small group I attend who have gone through what I have and to be able to talk to someone would be great, I have tried one so called out patient intense therapy and one in patient and as everyone was there for different reasons it really didnt help me all that much. It is really hard to share what you have been through with people who have no clue, they can pretend they understand but they really don't. People are also getting on me to find friends how does someone who really trusts no one find a friend? I just wi