I am feeling kind of overwhelmed today.

There's too many things going on in my life at one time.It gets so overwhelming,and just when I think I can't take it anymore,somehow I manage to pull up my boot straps and carry on.

Sometimes I wonder if maybe my *destiny* is to suffer in this life.My therapist has told me that he believes things will be different,I will be happy,etc.in whatever lies beyond this life.I was like are you freaking kidding me?You think I will be happy when I am dead?......

I'm not sure I believe those that suffer in this life will be rewarded somehow once we have crossed over.How fair is that anyway?