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Thank you all for the welcomes. TBH, I almost didn't come back, I feel like I don't belong. Then I was reading at my infidelity board some of the issues that come up w/ SAb survivors. It scares me, because I see some of that in me. Is it a coincidence, or is there more I have buried? I was going to post more, but I am guessing it belongs more in the aftermath board?

Thank you. I registered upon my H's disclosure that he is a CSA. In the course of recovery from his affairs, I have remembered incidents from when I was a child that involved my mother and sexualized situations. So I suppose in a way I am both? I never posted a/b my H's issues b/c I wasn't sure if this was a forum that focused more on female recovery. Shortly after I registered, I found a forum specific to male survivors, so have posted there a couple of times for questions a/b my H. Yes - that's correct - Jem for some reason or another you have been listed as secondary survivors / su

I've come here in my search for healing. My H has cheated on me, and in the course of recovery, I find a couple of memories from my childhood that could be something, could be nothing. Well, not nothing but isolated. Reading other stories, I feel guilty, like it's nothing. I want to be more certain though. I am in therapy, but everything is slow going because we have to pay out of pocket so I can only afford so many sessions. That and while my H is overseas, I have to coordinate schedules w/ the sitter and when appointments are available. It has been a challenge. I don't know what else