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twentyYrsAngry
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I don't know what I'm doing here
twentyYrsAngry replied to twentyYrsAngry's topic in Public: Welcome!
Thanks everyone, I definitely appreciate the reassurance that I'm not crazy! 😜 -
I don't know what I'm doing here... I'm 36. I had a... Nonconsensual sexual encounter at 16. The crazy part is that I was fine. I had pretty much left it behind (physically and metaphorically) 7 years ago. But I'm a foster parent and things got really emotionally fraught here in the last year so I went to a therapist to help me manage it all and now I feel like I'm right back at the beginning, twenty years ago. There's a part of me that wants to blame the therapist, but I think it's more likely it was all bubbling up anyway. The truth is that I'm just so mad that I have to deal with it a