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Nursebleu
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Thank you all so much for your replies. It's comforting to know that I'm not alone.... oh and Firedancer4 - I love your quote... "I'm not where I want to be, but I'm not where I used to be". That is so appropriate for me right now...
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Hello. I'm not really sure how to start this. I'm new here and unfortunately I'm still struggling to believe that I should be here. I'm 36, 37 in 12 days and I feel like I'm strapped into a ride that I didn't see coming. All of my life I've known something has happened to me. But I don't have any solid memories that I can look to as "proof" to myself, so part of me still sees myself as some kind of liar. But my body says otherwise. As long as I can remember, I've had a very visceral and negative reaction to sex. I avoided it up until the age of 33. There was always something floating