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Thanks for you kind words everyone. I have tried to tell my wife but I just freeze over as I just want to forget it...but I can't for a number of reasons. My wife can sense when I am not myself as she is always questioning what's wrong. I just don't want to explain that night as I can't explain it myself with clarity.
Hello, I now understand the After Silence part. That's all I understand at this stage. I would here about stories on TV/Newspapers and the media about people who would open up 10, 15, 20 years later and speak about there abuse or assaults. And I would think " why didn't you just report it at the time or go to the police?" I realise now. How do you tell, who would believe you.. Then all the doubts and mind games that bounce around your brain thinking you could have provoked this. I have never heard of these unfortunate events happening here in my country to a male. B