ichliebelamas

Like everyone else here I am here because I feel so alone and helpless. It has been many years since I was last abused but the pain is so great right now. I am hoping to find someone or a couple of people who would be interested in being here for each other. I am 24 years old and am told I have so much going for me. If only I could see myself through the eyes of everyone else and not through my own. There is not a second of any day that I am not affected by what he did to me. I am not okay but someday I hope that I will be okay. I understand healing takes time but it has been many years and I