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Everything posted by vivaverde
Thank you all for your support and rapid responses! wow. it is really comforting to know that i am not alone...i have really only opened up to one person about this so far...and at times it can feel really lonely even though he has his own experiences to share with me...there is a part of me that feels that women can relate a bit "closer" when it comes to the way i feel, and the things i think...especially since i am in a relationship with him. Sometimes i feel like he doesnt get it, or that he is putting his own wants and desires first since he has been dealing with his for over 10 years thr
just wanted to say hello and am happy to be a part of this community...is it 'normal' or "usual' to still be in denial of anything happening to me as a child? some days i know it happened and some days i just cant believe it...im in a relationship and i even go so far as to blame him and say that i must not be in love and that THAT is the reason why i just dont want to be intimate. or cant be intimate. i am having some mental flashbacks as well as body memories now during these intimate moments... it's all very real and all very scary.