0stara

so......i took off for awhile. I'm not really sure why. I got really busy getting my students ready for the big AIMS test, but that's over now. I wasn't really getting into anything big in therapy, but now i'm starting to. I'm just being drawn back to this place. so....hi, again. 0stara

i posted and then went back to read the thread from the beginning and i didn't get too far because it jsut made me start crying because it was so sad and beautiful and bittersweet. but it's exactly what i need right now. you're all so wonderful for putting yourselves and your vulnerable inner selves out there. and it really is sad, and beautiful and bittersweet all at once. 0stara

sweet princess of the dawn, what happened? where did you go? inside of me so deep i can't find you unless you kick and scream and then you won't let me hold you because you're not the princess of the dawn anymore, you're the one born on christmas who wasn't and what can i say to her? she won't listen she can't listen sweet princess of the dawn let me hold you let me take care of you, all of you all of me thanks for this thread. it's exactly what i needed today. 0stara

Thank you, all you sweeties.

It's been such a long time since I've been here. I hope it's okay that I'm coming back and (hopefully) posting again. I'm starting to get into some of the heavy, dark stuff in therapy. It's scary, and my husband is wonderful and so supportive of me, but I feel pulled back here. Can I come back? 0stara

welcome to after silence, aces. good luck with your monologue. i'm sure many of us will want to read it when you've got a draft....i would, at least. vertigo

Thanks for all the hellos. This is such a welcoming place!

Hi, It's amazing how nerve racking this is........ so........ i'm a survivor of childhood sexual abuse, PTSD, depression probably since I was born never quite sure about talking to people, saying what I think, those kind of things anyway, hello everyone