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lostjane
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You've all been so lovely. Thankyou.
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My abuse started when i was 6 (I think) by my dad, who later gave me (sexually) to a group of his "friends" who paid him to hurt me while he watched. God this is hard to write. They all hurt me so much. It mostly stopped by the time i was 18, though there were a few events after that. I never told, Im so bloody annoyed that I just let it happen and go on and on. I went through my twenties with it buried and thought I was ok, now in my thirties, ok is the last thing I am. Im trying not to give up for own kids sakes, but finding the will to carry on is getting harder. Ive screwed so much of my l