Hello All Just Saying Hi As I Have Just Joined.

[RACHELM1995]

hi everyone. my name is rachel and i am 17 years old, 18 soon cant wait!

anyways the reason i joined this page is because i recent started having flash backs and feeling terribly guilty for allowiong my attacker to get away with what he did but the reason i allowed him to was because he was my uncle and i love my granny very much and didnt have the heart to send her son to prison or whatever punishment he would have gotten for sexually abusing me.

there are 5 female cousins including myself that are related to this man and it turns out he got to us all and i was the last girl he got to. he is a taxi driver and i see him sometimes with young girls some my age some 11-13 (ages he abused me at) in the back of his taxi cab and i just got scared wondering is he touching them too..

i am just here to talk to people who know how i feel to know that i am not alone and there are some good people out there.

[ElleWhite]

Hi Rachel

Welcome to AS. So glad you're here!

You are not alone in your pain, guilt, shame, fear, you name it. We are all on a survivor's journey. Some of us farther along than others, some still swimming in a cesspool of negativity. I hope you'll be able to find the peace you deserve and long for.

...here to listen.

Elle

[RACHELM1995]

hi elle

Thank you for your post i am sure i will find the friends and comfort we all deserve x

[Hurricane]

HI Rachel. I'm new here too! So we can get to know people together. See you around.

[kirix3]

I'm new too Welcome & i hope you find comfort from this site x

[Annmw78]

Hi Rachel, am new too to the site. am hoping to find some better ways of dealing with things here. Hope you can too.

[~FOUND~]

Hi there.

Welcome to AS.

I hope you find this site to be helpful.

Found