new here - put myself in unsafe place

[Guest ariel]

I am new here. I am an incest survivor, attempted rape, and rape survivor. I am here tonite because I put myself in an unsafe place. I am angry at myself. I was talking to a man on a chat on a personals.

It was after 1:00 AM and he wanted to meet me and I'm saying why don't we meet another day, it's late, etc.. Anyway, he came to my apt- met him outside & he says why don't we watch a movie?

Why did I agree? All he wanted was sex and did not force me but I didn't say no.

It was all about him and it wasn't even good for me.

I just felt horrible & stupid since there is a large part of me that protects myself.

I am lucky that this guy didn't hurt me.

I have done a lot of work on myself and have felt the best in my life. I found Jesus and don;t feel so alone.

ariel

[Guest Hope]

Welcome Ariel....I am sure you will find this place supportive.

I am glad you have been able to do quite a bit of work on yourself and feel you are in a good spot. Don't beat yourself up over tonight.

Take gentle care.

~Hope

[Catherine]

((((((((((( Ariel ))))))))))))))

((((((( Safe Gentle Hugs )))))))))))

Welcome to our group, everyone here is very supportive, truly sorry, but I am struggling, so unable to find the words, to answere your message.

Take Care

Love

Catherine

[Vera]

((( Welcome to the group )))

I'm sorry to hear about what happened to you. Like others said, don't beat yourself up. You have been through a lot ,no wonder you are feeling the way you are. Please be gentle with yourself.

We are here for you.

(((( Hugs ))))

Verena

[Peacegirl]

((((Ariel))))

Welcome to the group. I'm here if you need anything! Stay safe and take care.

(((Hugs)))

Lindsay