hi 👋

[babykeamy]

Umm umm it keithie it was trafficked between o-14 yrs and owned an ummm it was umm had bad humans do icky thing an umm hurt it for a long time an they  broke it body an brain
Ummmm when it was first rescued, um, after, um, they fixed its body in a hospital, they put it to a mental hospital because they thought its brain was to broken, um, because, um, it was, um, 14 when nice Mrs. Judge saved it from the bad humans, and um, they thought it was um, umm it couldn't um make words because it was very scared and um, um, it mostly cry an scream and then it don't know how many years, but it met a nice missus that um taught it to um read letters and um, we learned the ABC song, and then um, um, she gave it a lesson book with um um just picture an letters, each letter with a word, and um, and then, then, then its brain started um wanting to wanted more words, so um, they had no book there, so um it read, um, it read the dictionary every page, and it read um a Bible. They had that, the two books inside there in the um mental hospital, and it read them for lots and lots of years until, until that, till nice Mrs Dr Sara um um moved it to a different mental place uh a into a doctor hospital room and and then nice missus proved to them that the keamything had a brain. So, so that's why it still likes to see dictionary word page, because sometimes there was way too many to rememberize them all back then but....So um it likes to see them now that, um, now that it read better and can understand the meaning mostly inside umm umm it now all 43 year later on an keamything is old grey face in mirror glass an 59 yr old now an now for two year it live outside in real house in meadow and forest an it have all nice missuses call name say caregiver an all nice missuses give it rule to keep it safe an teach it an give it real life now. Ummm it for two year have other nice mrs anna who teach it therapy on three days each week caus the keamything have letterwords DID and CPTSD an probly lotsa more letterwords and then mrs anna gave it permissions to come here to show the keamy it not all just one alone an then it read an read an see mrs anna was right an it wanted more not all alone but now it see so much more human an it sad now cus it no not want other to have pain or sad heart       it wanted to make letterword talk to tell all nice human hi an that it sorry for all other here sad an pain. it sorry now for all other nice human but it glad not so alone in big giant world

[ActivistAlly]

 Hi Keamy, 

Welcome to aftersilence!  I'm sorry you went through such awful things but I'm glad you found us and I hope our site can help you feel not as alone.  Yes, sadly you are not alone in having been trafficked and been treated horribly but this is a place we can support each other and not feel so alone in the big giant world.  

[awi]

@babykeamy Hi Keamy so glad you found us friend. I am so sorry for all the hurt things bad people did in the past.  I am so happy you found good people and all those words and things to read.  You have a huge beautiful heart reaching out and wanting other nice good people safe.  59 is a great age and grey is a nice colour.  I am sure your carers, therapist and nice people in your life appreciate you Keamy.  Keeping you company during this part of your healing journey.  

Sitting with you and I agree so much with Activist Ally you are not alone in this big giant world.  We meet here at After Silence moving together in healing. 

Edited May 3 by awi

[babykeamy]

thank yiu for very nice words to give 😊🙏🙏🙏❤️

[missfrier]

Dear babykeamy 

 

Welcome to After Silence!!

 

I'm sorry for what you have been through. I find it is easier to talk on forums then out loud. Being here has helped me so much, even from the first time I ever posted. It is still helping me - I have so much support here and I know you will, as well. Here at AS, we are like a big family and our members are kind and non-judgemental.

 

I am sending you lots of safe hugs!

 

Take care!

[WannaMoveOn]

19 hours ago, babykeamy said:

19 hours ago, babykeamy said:

Umm umm it keithie it was trafficked between o-14 yrs and owned an ummm it was umm had bad humans do icky thing an umm hurt it for a long time an they  broke it body an brain
Ummmm when it was first rescued, um, after, um, they fixed its body in a hospital, they put it to a mental hospital because they thought its brain was to broken, um, because, um, it was, um, 14 when nice Mrs. Judge saved it from the bad humans, and um, they thought it was um, umm it couldn't um make words because it was very scared and um, um, it mostly cry an scream and then it don't know how many years, but it met a nice missus that um taught it to um read letters and um, we learned the ABC song, and then um, um, she gave it a lesson book with um um just picture an letters, each letter with a word, and um, and then, then, then its brain started um wanting to wanted more words, so um, they had no book there, so um it read, um, it read the dictionary every page, and it read um a Bible. They had that, the two books inside there in the um mental hospital, and it read them for lots and lots of years until, until that, till nice Mrs Dr Sara um um moved it to a different mental place uh a into a doctor hospital room and and then nice missus proved to them that the keamything had a brain. So, so that's why it still likes to see dictionary word page, because sometimes there was way too many to rememberize them all back then but....So um it likes to see them now that, um, now that it read better and can understand the meaning mostly inside umm umm it now all 43 year later on an keamything is old grey face in mirror glass an 59 yr old now an now for two year it live outside in real house in meadow and forest an it have all nice missuses call name say caregiver an all nice missuses give it rule to keep it safe an teach it an give it real life now. Ummm it for two year have other nice mrs anna who teach it therapy on three days each week caus the keamything have letterwords DID and CPTSD an probly lotsa more letterwords and then mrs anna gave it permissions to come here to show the keamy it not all just one alone an then it read an read an see mrs anna was right an it wanted more not all alone but now it see so much more human an it sad now cus it no not want other to have pain or sad heart       it wanted to make letterword talk to tell all nice human hi an that it sorry for all other here sad an pain. it sorry now for all other nice human but it glad not so alone in big giant world

Umm umm it keithie it was trafficked between o-14 yrs and owned an ummm it was umm had bad humans do icky thing an umm hurt it for a long time an they  broke it body an brain
Ummmm when it was first rescued, um, after, um, they fixed its body in a hospital, they put it to a mental hospital because they thought its brain was to broken, um, because, um, it was, um, 14 when nice Mrs. Judge saved it from the bad humans, and um, they thought it was um, umm it couldn't um make words because it was very scared and um, um, it mostly cry an scream and then it don't know how many years, but it met a nice missus that um taught it to um read letters and um, we learned the ABC song, and then um, um, she gave it a lesson book with um um just picture an letters, each letter with a word, and um, and then, then, then its brain started um wanting to wanted more words, so um, they had no book there, so um it read, um, it read the dictionary every page, and it read um a Bible. They had that, the two books inside there in the um mental hospital, and it read them for lots and lots of years until, until that, till nice Mrs Dr Sara um um moved it to a different mental place uh a into a doctor hospital room and and then nice missus proved to them that the keamything had a brain. So, so that's why it still likes to see dictionary word page, because sometimes there was way too many to rememberize them all back then but....So um it likes to see them now that, um, now that it read better and can understand the meaning mostly inside umm umm it now all 43 year later on an keamything is old grey face in mirror glass an 59 yr old now an now for two year it live outside in real house in meadow and forest an it have all nice missuses call name say caregiver an all nice missuses give it rule to keep it safe an teach it an give it real life now. Ummm it for two year have other nice mrs anna who teach it therapy on three days each week caus the keamything have letterwords DID and CPTSD an probly lotsa more letterwords and then mrs anna gave it permissions to come here to show the keamy it not all just one alone an then it read an read an see mrs anna was right an it wanted more not all alone but now it see so much more human an it sad now cus it no not want other to have pain or sad heart       it wanted to make letterword talk to tell all nice human hi an that it sorry for all other here sad an pain. it sorry now for all other nice human but it glad not so alone in big giant world

Hello and welcome to After Silence! I am sincerely and deeply sorry about what these people have done to you. DID is not unusual when the violation started early in life, we had some members here who've been quite open about life with DID. I myself have CPTSD. 

I hope this place will help you move forward in healing and grow confidence, as you reclaim your voice. Please know, you are not alone. Do send me a PM if I can be at any help! 

W

[MeBeMary]

Hi Babykeamy. 

Welcome to the community. I am sorry you have reason to be here but hope being here helps you in your quest for healing. We are here for you, and you are not alone.

Mary

[babykeamy]

ohhh thank all nice people persons all very much 🙏🙏❤️❤️🙏🙏

[babykeamy]

15 hours ago, WannaMoveOn said:

Hello and welcome to After Silence! I am sincerely and deeply sorry about what these people have done to you. DID is not unusual when the violation started early in life, we had some members here who've been quite open about life with DID. I myself have CPTSD. 

I hope this place will help you move forward in healing and grow confidence, as you reclaim your voice. Please know, you are not alone. Do send me a PM if I can be at any help! 

W

than kyui missus 🙏 umm can missus tell it what PM mean say please 🙏 

[babykeamy]

16 hours ago, missfrier said:

Dear babykeamy 

 

Welcome to After Silence!!

 

I'm sorry for what you have been through. I find it is easier to talk on forums then out loud. Being here has helped me so much, even from the first time I ever posted. It is still helping me - I have so much support here and I know you will, as well. Here at AS, we are like a big family and our members are kind and non-judgemental.

 

I am sending you lots of safe hugs!

 

Take care!

hi missfrier 🤗than kyui for all nice letterwords missus write say🙏 yes maam it umm it easy to make talk here 😊👍it have hard to make word sound umm um um voice yes? here easy to make more talk

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