Hi.

[Mel22]

I don't really know what I'm doing on here. I guess I thought it would help. 

My names Mel, 

I was sa'ed by m grandfather as a child

and again by my mothers boyfriend when i was 15. 

im just trying to feel something besides his hands. 

[ActivistAlly]

 Hello Mel,

Welcome to AfterSilence...

I'm sad to hear that you went through csa but I'm glad you found AfterSilence and I hope that joining this community can help give you a safe place for you to talk about your feelings as you deal with the aftermath of s abuse and that reading the experiences of others might give you a feeling of validation that you are not alone in your struggle.  I hope you will feel as though people on AS (AfterSilence) are walking alongside you every step of the way as you journey towards feeling better and that they will give you at least some of the kindness and compassion that you deserve.  

Strength to you...

ActivistAlly

 

[patriciag]

3 hours ago, Mel22 said:

I don't really know what I'm doing on here. I guess I thought it would help. 

My names Mel, 

I was sa'ed by m grandfather as a child

and again by my mothers boyfriend when i was 15. 

im just trying to feel something besides his hands. 

Hi Mel, it can be scary reach out to a place you don't know but know you took a big step. You are not alone here, take your time looking over the site. There are many here who know how you feel.

Patricia 

 

 

 

[awi]

@Mel22 Hi friend.  Welcome to this safe place.  So glad you found us.  Know that you are not alone.  Healing is possible.  Having a therapist can help process the trauma you experienced.  I am so sorry for all you have been through.  The shame and blame are on the perps and those who didn't protect you.

Keeping you company during this part of your journey

[MeBeMary]

Hi Mel,

Welcome to AfterSilence. I am so sorry for what happened to you when you were young. It was wrong and unfair. I do hope you know it was not your fault! This is a community with many supportive and kind individuals who understand. I'm glad you decided to reach out.

I know it might be difficult to try something new like this, but please feel free to take your time and look around. You can share as little or as much you like in the time frame that is comfortable for you. We validate you and your experiences regardless of what is shared. 

I wish you many steps forward as you continue down the path of healing. 

Mary

[missfrier]

Dear mel

 

Welcome to After Silence!!

 

I'm sorry for what you have been through. I find it is easier to talk on forums then out loud. Being here has helped me so much, even from the first time I ever posted. It is still helping me - I have so much support here and I know you will, as well. Here at AS, we are like a big family and our members are kind and non-judgemental.

 

I am sending you lots of safe hugs!

 

Take care!