Hello everyone

[Rianna3]

This is the first time that I have joined a message board. Honestly, I am kind of scared to even be here. It was suggested by my therapist to at least try. I am deaf. I have cochlear implants, but they are not working right. I go this Friday to try and fix them. I do not know what else to say.

[MeBeMary]

Hi Rianna, 

Welcome to AfterSilence. I am sorry you have reason to be here, but you will find tons of support. Our members are truly understanding and kind. You are not alone.

It's normal to feel a little nervous when you try something new. There is no pressure, so you can look around and interact at your own pace. We are here for you.

The healing path can be long and tricky, but it's better to walk with others who understand. I do wish you many forward steps on your journey.

Mary

 

 

[Rianna3]

@MeBeMary thank you. I do not know where to start honestly. I will look around though.

[awi]

@Rianna3 Hi welcome to this safe place.  So, glad you found us. Know that you are not alone.  For a very long while at the start of my healing journey I read and listened to other survivors lots before ever posting anything.  There is a place here for you and you can post as much or as little as you want. The best thing is you will always find people who get it right away with few words.  Keeping you company during this part of your journey. 

[Rianna3]

@awi thank you. I am afraid that I will overshare. I do not really have any one to talk to that understands. Also I am afraid to share anything too. 

[awi]

15 hours ago, Rianna3 said:

@awi thank you. I am afraid that I will overshare. I do not really have any one to talk to that understands. Also I am afraid to share anything too. 

I can relate to all you have said.  Also the part of oversharing.  Sitting with you friend

[Rianna3]

@awi I have had a problem with oversharing at times. I have made therapists quit seeing me and some even blamed me for sending them to therapy. It really makes me unsure on talking about things. I have better luck with the therapist I have now, but I tend to write it out instead of talking. I also water it down, and not talk about the worst of it, so she hardly knows anything, and the few things that I had written to her, barely scratch the surface.

[missfrier]

Dear rianna3

 

Welcome to After Silence!!

 

I'm sorry for what you have been through. I find it is easier to talk on forums then out loud. Being here has helped me so much, even from the first time I ever posted. It is still helping me - I have so much support here and I know you will, as well. Here at AS, we are like a big family and our members are kind and non-judgemental.

 

I am sending you lots of safe hugs!

 

Take care!

[Lily023]

@Rianna3 welcome to AS! I'm so sorry you have a reason to be here in the first place, but I'm glad you found us, and I believe that this can be a compassionate and kind space for you.

Take care!

[Rianna3]

@missfrier thank you. I wish boards like this never had to exist. 

@Lily023 thank you.