I Just Joined This Page

[Baijingai]

Hello, I don't know what to write but it said we should write something so I'm doing it. I'm a survivor and I am 22 years old, that's a good way to start and I want to be honest and say that I'm not sure why I signed up for this page since i don't like to be reminded or think of any of it ever. Most of the time it works for me at least that what I would like to believe but then things just get into my head and ones it's there it's impossible to get rid of and makes me feel weak. Yeah but maybe I joined this page to get tips from others on how to get a hold of myself. I feel like my brain has a lot of weird issues, mental issues? ( sorry if my wording is weird this is not my native language) it's hard to describe and sometimes I wish I could talk to my boyfriend about things and he kinda knows but I don't tell him what's going on in my head because he is always in need of my support and help and I like to help him. He's not good in handling issues other people have because he carries it to deeply in his heart. By the way he is my first boyfriend we have been together over 3 years and I love him so so so very much. So, hello everyone!

[reglois]

if OK

[MeBeMary]

Hi Baijingai,

Welcome to AS. It's ok not being sure about this, take your time and look around. Hopefully you will see this is a very supportive site with many understanding people. Just to let you know, I tried to pretend too, for many years. In the end, it just didn't work, and that is when I came here. You will see that there is never any judgment and you only have to read and say what you like. I hope you get use out of this site, as I have.

I am glad you have someone you love. Even if you can't talk, it's easier not having to be alone. I wish you well on your healing journey.

Mary

BTW...your wording is fine. You will also see members come from all over, and not everyone has English as a first language. We all still seem to understand each other, tho.

[Tannyluck]

It's nice to meet you! I just signed up as well.

[Baijingai]

Yayyyyy then welcome to you too!

[EmergingLight]

Welcome Baijingai!

[Baijingai]

Thank you so much guys

[Mymentalhealth]

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Edited April 20, 2016 by Mymentalhealth

[ActivistAlly]

Hello, I don't know what to write but it said we should write something so I'm doing it. I'm a survivor and I am 22 years old, that's a good way to start and I want to be honest and say that I'm not sure why I signed up for this page since i don't like to be reminded or think of any of it ever. Most of the time it works for me at least that what I would like to believe but then things just get into my head and ones it's there it's impossible to get rid of and makes me feel weak. Yeah but maybe I joined this page to get tips from others on how to get a hold of myself. I feel like my brain has a lot of weird issues, mental issues? ( sorry if my wording is weird this is not my native language) it's hard to describe and sometimes I wish I could talk to my boyfriend about things and he kinda knows but I don't tell him what's going on in my head because he is always in need of my support and help and I like to help him. He's not good in handling issues other people have because he carries it to deeply in his heart. By the way he is my first boyfriend we have been together over 3 years and I love him so so so very much. So, hello everyone!

Hi Baijingal,

Welcome to AS (after silence). I hope that this site can provide you with some kind support. I'm part of the new member support team so again, welcome and i hope you feel at home here.

Activist Ally

[Fruski]

Welcome! x