Hello all. I am a 54 mother of 2, married twice. Since I turned 50 I have realized it is simply too late to correct problems in the past. I have become more aware of the mistakes I have made and I am trying to more forward from here. Most of them were as a result of the effect of my abuse. I have decided the one thing I can correct is to tell my story. I am going to tell the entire story here. I have already started. I will tell it as much as I can at one time. As I start, it reminds me of things I forgot. I feel this compulsion to get it out. My life circumstances are not going to c