Hi everybody. I really hope to find some friends here who understand what I'm going through. I was sexually assaulted by my best friend 3 years ago, and it's just now starting to hit me really hard (is that normal?). I feel so betrayed and there's just this deep sadness I have that I can't explain. I also have a lot of other issues in my past that I'm sure a lot of you can relate to..abortion, drug use (even though I've been clean for 2 years now), anorexia...I've been through a lot. Overall, I'm in a good place in my life right now. I'm 19 years old, I have a 18 month old daughter, and I'm en