cuttochoose

@missfrier Hi missfrier, Thank you for your comment. I just posted my first 2 posts this morning. It felt heavy as I had to re-visit my wound(s) after posting them. But I understand why the forum-base is helpful as you can see what you wrote afterwards. I'm happy to hear that AS is still helping you to process your wounds. Thank you for reaching out to me!

@WannaMoveOn Hi Wanna, thank you very much for your comment. That's why my username is cut-to-choose. I want to CUT my past completely. When I think about my experiences, I feel heavy and angry. I can feel a knot in my heart and my jaw gets tight. For a very long time, I said to myself well that was my choice too, so I can't completely blame on the violator. And I am mad at myself for thinking that way. That's when I realize that I need support to have some sense. I really appreciate your comment, it feels good to know I am not alone in this

@awi Thank you awi for responding to my message and letting me know that I'm not alone.

Hi Patricia, Thank you for your reply and kind words I'm glad to know I'm not alone to go through this.

Hi everyone, I am ALI, I just joined this group yesterday. I'm a 37 year old woman and it took me a really long time to face what was done to me during middle adolescent years and how those experiences shifted my view of sex and relationship. I dismissed and downplayed my situations many years but I want to find a place where I can talk about it safely and get support or vice versa. I'm a bit nervous because I never joined a support group before, but I don't want to keep living my past and think about why such experiences happened or what I could have done to avoid them. I like to draw