Hello friends,
I am a survivor of CSA from a true psychopath parent. I used to think I had a normal childhood and in fact told my first therapist as much. After many years of CBT, she recommended I find a trauma specific therapist in addition to seeing her. After seeing both of them for several years... the memories started to come out. It has been a journey. A long, painful journey. But, I am in a much better place mentally than I ever was. I am finally starting to feel free from the baggage and nagging feelings of disgust, shame, etc.
But, it does still hurt and there is a lot to