Hi everyone,
After living so many years trapped with my own pain, I got fed up, and I am so tired of it that I am starting to seek help because I self-punish myself for being happy. And as I am starting my healing journey, I am running into some issues with my therapist about having to report the incident. And I don't want to do it. I'd rather let that job to the universe or god. I have been focused on everyone else in my family, purposely ignoring my pain, and so focused on life's daily tasks that eventually this horrible incident is consuming me and giving me flashbacks, and it's catching