Thank you so much mary. I’m already finding some help. I don’t want to admit the man i love could be hurtful. I tried to tell him my doctor said maybe he has unchecked trauma and he broke down and lost it. he said he felt gaslit and like i was telling everyone he is evil to me. i am almost always physically and emotionally weak and especially right now so i dont have energy to do anything. I am too scared of what will happen if i dont come with him for the week. I opened up to a friend a little bit to my mom but im so scared. Thank you so much. I just want to wake up and be happy.