Torbear

@WannaMoveOn thank you for your kind words… it fills me with hope to have such a welcoming and supportive community. Thank you

@WolfMoon ah a fellow tree and moss lover!! Yes yes I am very much a writer… thank you for reading. And for sharing your sweet words and extending your friendship I am sorry for what has brought you here but I am grateful to connect with a kind soul

@awi thank you for your words of hope and wisdom… I imagine I have a long journey ahead but it is comforting to know that I am not alone and that these feelings/ thoughts are normal

@systemsb thank you for sitting with me

@MeBeMary thank you for your kind response and well wishes… I love that there’s a creative space to share here, I will definitely check that out!

Any introduction feels a bit clumsy, especially in this context, but I suppose just a few words to make my debut will suffice. At the ripe age of 28, I was beginning to find some stability when life got turned up on its head. It seems I am not the only one who did not remember their trauma until very suddenly, years later. I have found this winter to be digging up memories that are hard to stomach; so I understand why I am only now just remembering. Much like those who have shared a similar period of remembering, I am wrestling with the same. Am I losing my marbles? Did this really