Welcome to the forum.
I understand terrified of being with someone.
Please reach out to your friends and mom again or a hotline you may have. They too may be able to help.
I also thought reach out to therapy in your area. You can do all of this quietly if need be to keep it secret.
There is alternative and a hotline can help you if you do not have family or friend you can turn to.
Welcome.
And when you do call them out - generally nothing happens as they are “such a nice guy” and they blame you - free to continue on their bad ways.
In some time you are free by the choices you make, having learnt. You are free from their influence.
You go on into your future putting this away for other things.
They do not.
Many court appearances later- I am writing this. Bad situation that I may go into later. I think one more court appearance maybe two? I am not sure toward the end of this. Thanks👋