SadAtHeart

Happy New Year, that has been on the lips of everyone I’ve heard from today. Little does everyone know that this holiday, makes me sick to my stomach. Where do I begin, there is so much to tell, so much to say, I’m a walking, talking, Lifetime movie alert. I’m a survivor they say, not really true, yes physically I survived it all, mentally my life was destroyed. I’m the secret in the room, the big white elephant that the “elders” in my family hold their breath waiting for all the secrets to come out. 28 years, I’ve smiled and pretended everything was ok for the good of the family, that’s what