Trigger warning: CSA
(I'm sorry if I posted this in the wrong forum)
I'm finally admitting the abuse to myself I think. It's really hard because I still doubt myself. I doubt my memories, their accuracy. I've lived my whole life into adulthood denying and suppressing these horrible memories of what my dad would do to me. It's so difficult and painful and confusing. I was raped as an adult but, for some reason it's been easier for me to accept and not deny because the memories are much clearer.
I've suffered with terrible anxiety, depression, anorexia and substance