Hi. I'm new to this forum, not exactly sure how it all works, there seem to be a bunch of communication methods here. I guess I'll figure it out. I'm dying of nerves just writing this. But I'm so weary of feeling so alone in carrying my child sexual abuse history for so many decades. I've had lots of counseling which has helped and probably why I'm still around to write this post. But I've never had the occasion to talk with anyone who really understands my story because he/she lived it too, and what it's like to make your way as an adult when your childhood took such a left turn. Healing seem