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Pink Sky

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  1. Sending love to all my AS friends and hoping you've survived xmas day without too much pain 💛 

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    2. Finchy

      Finchy

      Thank you. It was a bit tough. Some drama. But not too terrible, I guess. I survived. He is off tomorrow, but then goes back to work for a few days at least. So I can get SOME break. I appreciate it, buddy. :)❤️ Thanks again.

    3. Pink Sky

      Pink Sky

      Ohh I'm sorry it wasn't smooth going :( Hope you can avoid him tomorrow and hooray for him going back to work between xmas and new year. Big hugs bud, you've got this! :hug:

    4. Finchy

      Finchy

      ❤️ Thank you!! ❤️ :friends2:

  2. I wish I lived in a little house by the sea with no neighbours for miles. I want to be able to cry out loud without the background sounds of family life on the other side of the wall. I want to scream into the sea and roar with the waves. Instead I stifle my pain, box it in. I don't want to hold it anymore.

    1. Finchy

      Finchy

      Sitting with you, dear buddy. ❤️ I can relate. For me, I'd want a little house in the forest, but the idea is the same. I hope one day you will be able to release all of the pain. Here for you! :bighug:

    2. Pink Sky
    3. Doll6

      Doll6

      Sitting with you @Pink Sky 

  3. Can't cry and I need to more than anything right now. So much pain and grief is built up in my body and I can't get it out

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    2. Pink Sky

      Pink Sky

      Thanks finchy, I finally got to sleep about 5am and slept for 5 hours. I felt strangely energised today though. Met my best mate for a walk in the park this afternoon which did me good. Hope you're getting used to your night splint!💛

    3. Finchy

      Finchy

      I'm glad you felt energized today and even got to see your friend!! How nice! :) Thanks, I'm getting used to it! Whether it's helping yet, I'm not sure, but at least I'm getting used to it! ❤️ 

    4. Doll6

      Doll6

      Sending support @Pink Sky, glad today seems like a better day 

  4. Back in my own space at last!

    I'm proud I made it away with friends and I did have some really fun times, but it was an emotional rollercoaster. I missed my bedroom safe haven. It's good to be home.

    1. Finchy

      Finchy

      Glad you're home and safe, buddy. ❤️ That's always a great feeling, to be back in your own space. :) 

  5. Feeling flat and low 😔

    1. Finchy

      Finchy

      Sitting with you, Pink. ❤️ I know that feeling well. *safe hugs*

    2. Pink Sky

      Pink Sky

      Thanks buddy 💛

    3. Doll6

      Doll6

      Here with you too

  6. Had a lovely sat night reconnecting with my cousin, but feeling sad this eve. Too many lovely people are suffering. Humans have got so much wrong 😔

  7. Day 1 of my new job complete! 💪  Super proud of myself, and feeling really positive about the role. Plus my new team are really lovely 😊  Big thanks to my AS friends for all the support getting to this point!

    1. WannaMoveOn

      WannaMoveOn

      Yay! Proud of you too. Glad it went well. 

    2. Finchy

      Finchy

      Yay!! That's great, buddy!! So proud of you. ❤️ :hug:

    3. MeBeMary

      MeBeMary

      Congrats on the job and congrats on a good first day. I hope it is a job that you will enjoy for a long time! :yahoo:  

  8. Feel like I'm getting everything wrong at the moment 😔  

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    2. Pink Sky

      Pink Sky

      Thanks everyone. Just feeling like I'm pushing people away at the moment, when what I wanted to do was be closer

    3. WannaMoveOn

      WannaMoveOn

      You only have to speak with thus you feel comfortable with. One day at the time. 

    4. Finchy

      Finchy

      Go easy on yourself, buddy. You'll get closer when you're ready. No rush.

  9. Feeling a lot of love and gratitude for this community this evening 💛💛💛

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    2. Pink Sky
    3. WannaMoveOn

      WannaMoveOn

      Australian Terrier, they're very smol. When I met her for the first time, she was only 4 pounds. She's about 10 pounds now. 

    4. Finchy

      Finchy

      Sending you lots of hugs, buddy. I'm so glad that you're here with us. :) 

      @WannaMoveOn Awwww doggy!!! Have fun watching her!

  10. Feeling lost...adrift again

    1. MeBeMary

      MeBeMary

      Sitting with you. :console:  

    2. Finchy

      Finchy

      Sitting with you, buddy. ❤️ Remember, we're all here to help guide you.

  11. Feeling overwhelmed 😔

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    2. Finchy

      Finchy

      Sending you lots of hugs, buddy. ❤️ Sitting with you.

    3. MeBeMary

      MeBeMary

      Sitting with you! Hoping that feeling leaves you soon. :hug: 

    4. Not Your Average Princess

      Not Your Average Princess

      Sitting with you.  One step at a time.

  12. Back to work tomorrow after nearly 3 months off. Stressful 😬

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    2. Doll6

      Doll6

      Good luck!!

    3. Pink Sky

      Pink Sky

      Aw thanks everyone, these messages mean so much! Today was quite intense as was straight into meetings about an upcoming restructure. Feeling exhausted and low this evening, but tomorrow should be a little easier.

    4. Doll6

      Doll6

      Good on you for getting through!

  13. Emotionally drained right now. Keep shuddering as if I'm gonna cry, or as if I've been crying, but I can't cry!! 😫

    1. Finchy

      Finchy

      Oh noes. I'm sorry, Pink. :( I hope this passes. Just rest and take gentle care of yourself. You are so strong. ❤️ Sending you support and love. 

    2. Pink Sky

      Pink Sky

      Thanks buddy, I think I overdid it a bit last week. Socialising takes so much out of me atm.

    3. Finchy

      Finchy

      Totally understandable, buddy dear. I don't do well with socializing either. It's a big drain emotionally. Don't socialize for a while...just take care of yourself. ❤️ 

  14. Having one of those emotional constipation days. Wish I could connect and get it out :(

    1. MeBeMary

      MeBeMary

      Sending support and hugs, if ok. :hug:  

    2. Finchy

      Finchy

      Sending you lots of hugs and support. ❤️ I hope tomorrow will be better. We're here for you!

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