OrigamiFlower

This is another update, to be honest, I am not doing amazing. It has been a crazy struggle recently to get up and feel energized. I have felt this weird sensation as if I have been dreaming this entire time since my last update. I have felt very ugly and not very motivated. Lately, the past month, I have done almost nothing, but workout consistently, it has seemed to be my only escape from everything. I feel almost trapped within my own thoughts and the memories of the past. Mostly a memory I had of my first year in college when I was still dating my abuser; my parents and I had a big argument

School is about to start soon. To be completely honest, I am not quite sure if I'm entirely ready for it to start again. I was enjoying the peace after last semester; it was probably the worst set of grades I've had, two B's and 3 C's. I usually am so on it, but with everything going on and finally the calm after the initial storm of everything at once. I am excited to get back on a schedule, but at the same time, I am a little scared of how well I'll focus and how much I can put into this semester. I did get back into working out again. It's honestly a huge help, my body is feeling the