I'm new here. Anyway, I've been in 2 sexual abuse relationships. One was for a total of 23 yrs and I finally walked away leaving my daughter because I had no choice. The other was 25 1/2 yrs. I left just May 24th. I am now 63 yrs old. I've never had a good relationship that wasn't abuse. I don't know how to act in a normal relationship. It's hard for me to believe that someone wants to make me happy for me not for himself. It boggles my mind. I now live in a 8 ft by 8 ft bedroom I am renting from a friend. I am not in a relationship now but I don't know if I would be able to handle it