Hello,
I originally remembered my sexual abuse about 10 years ago, when I was 18 or 19. It's been rough ever since. I have a lot of trust issues and don't believe there's anyone out there with good intentions. I've been in and out of therapy but I've never fully been able to speak of it or open up about it. Even as I write this I feel like what I say or how I say it has to be perfect. Like I have to be in control of whats happening. I'm tired of feeling like this and hope that in this forum I can find someone who understands me and can listen to me. I feel lost and alone.