hi all i am glad i found this forum. i'm a sexual assault and rape survivor. I was assaulted at 17 and have recovered and made my peace since its been more than 2 decades. but then i was raped a little over a year ago by an ex. the only person who knows is my fiance and he has been so supportive. we just moved in together and now that i am with him everyday I have been having issues with not wanting to be intimate and anxiety with thoughts of the rape. all of a sudden is very present, I find when my fiance gets angry (not with me, with his staff on the phone while he works from home during thi