Maya20

This part of Maya is 5. She holds a lot of confusion and feelings. I’m angry with 5 year old maya for not stopping him. Bad I know but I can’t help it. I’m so angry with her, which is awful. Perhaps 5 year old maya will feel better one day. She’s on her therapists couch still eating sweets and in emergency foster care. She thinks daddy will come but he won’t because T has locked the door. She’s in pain, and not ready to talk yet. She feels a little mute. what would she say? ‘I’m tired, I’m hurting, have I been good now?’

Welcome!!!! It’s a safe place I hope you feel the compassion and care you need.

Hello and welcome!!!! You are in such a wonderful, safe space, it saved me. We’re here for you ❤️

I had these wanna, for a very long time. They can be a little scary, but they do go with treatment eventually ❤️

Hello Nicki and welcome I also had non epileptic seizures due to my trauma and was also mis diagnoSed with epilepsy. I have not had a seizure now for 19 years following a few years of treatment. Your very welcome to inbox me if you would like to chat

Very weirdly, I’ve just seen my T in the park- we live in the same village. As I had handed over my little self to her I’m the session this week I was thinking about her more than usual this weekend (I don’t tend to between sessions much). I was secretly hoping to bump into her, was even looking at people thinking is that her. And then there she was! She smiled and I smiled back I was on my bike with my daughter. Wonder if it’s a sign? A reminder that little me is being taken care of. it’s very strange, that the week I finally tell her out loud some of my csa story and hand over litt

Welcome to aftersilence! I am sorry for whatever brought you here. Remember though it was not deserved, and what you do deserve is lovely kind people like us!

Be kind to yourself, take your time, moment at a time you will get through

Welcome to AS we are a lovely caring forum and we will sit with you along your healing journey, however long that takes 💛

Welcome to AS!! I hope you find lots of support and comfort here

Hi snowowl I am new on here too at at the beginning of my journey. This is a lovely supportive place x

Thank you so much ❤️

Thanks so much everyone. Therapy Helps, I just feel very lonely because what happened was in my family and many years ago (I was 6 and now 36) and so no one knows apart from my husband. I struggled to get up this morning and saw these lovely messages thank you. I’m at the beginning of a journey it feels daunting xx